Friday, February 04, 2005
long time since i update..
the week pass so fast..
to day was in school til 7 plus..
went thru the rehersal..
i really think the malay dance was so nice..
i mean real nice man..
and yap..
taufiq and hafiz is so cute when they dance..
they really can dance well..
way a go tafiq and hafiz!!
guzheng today started off well..
but when come to the ass intructor..
he really suck to the core man..
always givin us pressure!!
URGH!
Monday, January 31, 2005
wat a day to start a week..
a month..
ever sinc the new 2005..
there was never once peace..
will all this just go down to waste..
will it all just end..
will everybody care at all..??
i doubt so..
i cant be bothered anymore..
i don have a say in this thing..
i cant do anything..
wat you all wanna me to do..
just say..
i don give a single damn to it anymore..
for i wash my hand off...
watever we do.. doesnt please you..
why isit that is always our fault..
have you thought bout us..
have you step into our shoes before...
i don think so..
problem and problems rising up..
i feel like i am
suffocatin..
i need to breath
i need to catch some breath..
sooner or later
i cant hold on anymore..
i cant..!!
i am not as strong as you all think..
i am sinkin..
sinkin deep into the water..
i am letting go of my
grip..
i am just too tired..
just too sick..
i have lost all my strenght in fightin..
i have lost all my will and power...
I GIVE UP...
Sunday, January 30, 2005
was bored..
so went out..
went down town with one of my friend..
catched a movie..
"elektra"
was quite a nice show..
many things happen today..
first was the mrt board..
then was carrefore
then the movie tickets..
then the cinema..
then my $10 right before his eyes
then the ice cream
then the pop corn and coke..
then the arguments with him ahha..
pratically today was really fun..
lots fo things that went wrong..
was alittle disgrace ahha
but thanks anyway for acccomanyin me haha
yest went for the first aid course..
was really interestin..
the lecturer was not the usual borin one..
so yap
did not really fell asleep...
really sorry that i was not in the mood when we went off..
really sorry you guys..
